now is 1.30am..dun feel like slping .. but soon haf to slp,.. being force to.. haiz.. i really nid some freedom.. y ? y? i slp at wat time oso kena restricted.. haiz.. go out late oso cannot.. y all my fren can? but only i cannot.. i nv do any wrong thing wat.. shld i fight for my own freedom?? my fren is now celebrating my zk mummy bday now.. how i wish i oso can be there.. to see the fireworks, go kbox..night life is cool..but when can i experience tt? everytime slp late oso kena scld.. haizz.. i know my body very well, if i cannot tahan i sure slp..but y? i cant slp at the time tt i want to slp? i feel like im still a primary sch kid.. wat time slp oso muz be control.. i seriously nid freedom..juz a bit of freedom.. and im satisfied.. haiz.. i hate this mth.. everyday is not my day.. mda test yesterday..hai dun mention le.. upcoming still got 3 tests..only got confident in eg1.. ArGHh!!!!!!